There's always a voice inside my head. It never quietens. It's always there... whispering.
"You're not good enough... too fat... you don't deserve to eat... you're disgusting..."
Will this torment ever end?
I hear that voice too... But i'm in treatment and i'm getting happier again <3 food ectually turns that voice into a small meeningless enemy... Before i was 160 cm and 43.5 kg, i looked like a skeleton... But I admitted it and it helped me to get better again. Now I'm 160 cm and 48 kg and I'm happy about it <3 my boyfriend also likes my body better now, than before, because i'm not so boney, pale and tiered <3 My mood is also getting better and I am more awake and better looking again! My advice: try to eat? "just" give it a try? curves signalates fertility, which is a HUGE turn-on for men(and some women) and they like a soft and plump stomach to kiss and lie their heads on <3
That was my comment... I hope you can use some of it <3